[I promise to quit with cheesy blog titles.]
I bet you thought I'd forget about this, didn'tcha? Welp, too bad haters.
Once again, I have to apologize about my flakiness in updating this. Trrrust me when I say that I have been *extremely* busy, and just trying to keep my handle on things.
The sun is out! It's WARM. That familiar emotional warmth of sunshine is spreading through my little burgyveins, and for once, I'm beginning to feel all right. [People with various forms of depression often are super affected by the lack of vitamins and serotonin that we collect from sunshine.] I can almost guarantee that the next month will be the happiest I will be all year, just from ODing on sunshine. And that is hella exciting. I love this time of year, where life kicks back in, coats go back in the closet, and we get to pull out the frisbee.
Been dealing with a lot of strange things lately. After a year and a half together, Laura and Caitlin broke up. I've been trying to be there for both of them, keeping two of the few friendships I have in tact, and it's been hard. I understand why it happened, I know it's for the best, but it's been stressful being around to watch Laura act out [per se] and Caitlin break down.
My parents have officially signed the divorce papers, and to be honest, this is one situation that I really am cool with. My mom needs this, she needs to man up and be a strong independent sister like I know she can. I love my mom to death; she is absoLUTEly one of my favorite people in life. My stepdad and I have never really seen eye to eye with each other, and he is a negative force in my life that I do not need. I know that deep down, he loves me, and he just has a strange way of showing it...[you know...emotional abuse and the like] and this does not help my wavering mind.
School is going really well, and I enjoy it, for the most part. I hate going, I hate being there, I hate doing homework, I hate thinking about it. BUT. I know that this is the path that I need to be on in order to achieve my goals down the road, so I WILL stick it out and finish. Business may be pretty boring, cutthroat, and republican-influenced at times, but these are skills I will need.
PK will be here in a few days and will be spending a week here, and I'm super excited. I'm afraid that she will be a bit off-putting to some of my quieter friends, but PK is honestly one of the people I admire most. It may take her time to figure out what she wants from life, but once she's got it figured out, she will do anything to get it. She is loud, opinionated, kind of a bitch, and damnit, I love her for it.
[This is what I *hope* people say about me.]
Having Lesley back in town is always a treat. We've spent a fair amount of time hanging out. I WISH that I could be half as together as she is at any given moment. I love having her around; she is crazy-sweet and has this calming air about her that just makes me comfortable. She is one of my best friends, and I've only known this girl a year. It's crazy to think about. I wish she weren't so far away most of the time.
My friends, TRUE friends, are few and far in between, but these people are ace. They're amazing in their own ways and challenge me to grow as a person. They are different and diverse, and I *love* them for it.
I've been shown this time and again, people will constantly surprise and amaze you.
I promised two songs, so here is a double dose of Something Corporate. SC and I have a longstanding history, and Lesley has got me re-hooked on them. Andrew's voice makes me smile, and I am a sucker for anything with a piano.
Something Corporate-Forget December
http://www.mediafire.com/?zmty2nnav4x
Something Corporate-Babies of the 80s
http://www.mediafire.com/?f44zwb5nznc
And now, I'm off to study for my midterm tomorrow. Spring Break, hook a sista up. I am ready for a BREAK. <3
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