Signal in the Sky....

I'm done. With school, that is. Graduation is Saturday.
On one hand, I'm excited and proud. I accomplished SOMETHING.
On the other hand, it's an associate's degree, which to me feels...well, not all that real. Especially when my friends have been done with their B.A.s and a chunk of them are working on masters and PhDs and that mess.

If we knew anything about me, we'd have figured out that you do things on your own time.

Three weeks. Three weeks til the move. I'm still working at the mall...things ended up ending badly-ish at DC. Which...I don't particularly care. The place served its purpose, and when it stopped serving its purpose for me, I stopped serving my purpose for it. It is what it is.

I've been thinking a LOT about my journey here in the Lou. There's one person in particular that I've been thinking about...an old partner in crime. I've been thinking about how I did her wrong. Not just a little wrong...like intense amounts of meanness and fuckedup-edness. Manipulation. Bullying. Anger. Things I said, things I did...it was unfair. And you know what? She wasn't perfect either, but this is definitely one of those cases where my foul-ups definitely outweighed hers.

I've always been one of those people who refuses to apologize until I'm actually sorry. I think I might actually be sorry in the case of Katie. So...an apology is in order, somehow.

In other news.

CHUCK IS A BITCH. He's going BACK to the car doctor tomorrow...and I'm getting ready to spend MORE monies on him that I don't have. Considering all in all, I've spent 800 bucks on him over the past month and he's still not better....I wish I could get that money back, use it as a down payment for a shiny, new car.

Anyway.

As I have not posted any music for awhile [hell, I haven't posted much of ANYTHING here as of late], I'mma give y'all three mixes. I uploaded them recently for a friend of mine, so...enjoy!

www.mediafire.com/?9dfe5v0u0azvo25
www.mediafire.com/?tv2yt1kzafd3y7e
www.mediafire.com/?6s09j8405kmp9uw

and heeeeere's the suggested track listings:
www.mediafire.com/?w75lhxlxv4sbm45

All right. I gotta get ready for work.