Monday, January 24, 2011

losing to apathy.

Egad, man.
I wish I could bring myself to care more about school right now. I'm struggling.

I wish I could bring myself to care more about the living situation, and trying to find a new one. The more I think about it, the more I worry, the more panic attacks I have. and well...I've had enough of them in the last week.

I wish I could care more about Kaldis and trying to make it work. but why? I'm leaving in a few months.

The only thing I find myself really caring about right now is spending time with the people that matter to me HERE, NOW...as well as missing the ones who aren't here.

For now I'm just trying to love the ride.

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